Lack of posts
Sorry for the lack of posts over the last six weeks. It’s hard getting motivated to post about how I’m feeling and what’s going on here in the Steadman household. One one hand we’re excited about the upcoming arrival of little Pineapple (no, we don’t have an official name still), Madie’s having a great summer and getting ready for school and I’m searching for a new job. One the other hand I miss Ben terribly and am really in a funk. I’m not sure that anyone wants to read about the daily battle with depression and writing about the rainbows and butterflies of life feels pretty phony to me right now.
So I have to find a balance. Not just in my posts, but also in my life. I have to find a way to grieve without missing the wonders going on around me. I’m not sure exactly what that means or how to do it, but it’s my first post in six weeks so stop complaining.
