Exhaustion
I havent taken the time to write about myself yet, and Im starting to pay the price. Im exhausted from the trips to the doctors; trying to keep Bens spirits up; trying to be a good Dad for he and Madie; trying to be a good husband for Melinda; trying to take care of my own mental well being.
Its much easier to be Dad and to take care of everyone else than it is to take time to focus on me. I keep saying Im going to put a call into a counselor, but I dont have the energy. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe Monday.
For now, Ill turn to old stand-by depression fighter - ice cream.
